Happy Birthday Summer or A Public Service Announcement From The KCB or Begin Again (Again)

1 conception Ees en a ooro tom arr soo eer yahn to aiaiaiaiai (eh shoh ooh I see eh) pal o kpaloma tris te (esperar) a unta ng led 2 kids hands on a typewriter post birth aa bb b cc ccc dd e fff gg g h h i i j j jjj kk l m mm n nnnn ooo ppq qq r rr ss tt uuv v w xxx x y y zzzz zz iukii c e cr e a mm b u bbk l e s sw immm c uu ing p ooo l s bu m mb bldeb ee s cc o lor ing ppe ncil s tt r aains gg ras se s (later say scabbed knees . chicken pox . training wheels . lollipops . Saturday mornings everyday . harmonicas . minnows . facepaint . dandelions . bonfires . rivers . skipping stones . fishermen . folksongs) but back to rii din g h orsew s 123 45678910 li ghtten ing rai in th u nd err u n o dos tr es & a b cs (later say the games i used to play holding a mirror in front of me reflecting the ceiling then walking around the house staring at it stepping over doorways & ceiling fans & out the front door into thesky or catching fireflies outside twilight with my cousins to put them in wooden boxes with screens to sit beside our beds at night waking to find they died in those boxes without wondering why we slept all night in a large wooden box why we play indoors even in the basement after all how different are you from those fireflies (well, not muchreally)) & keeping those thoughts outside of language 3 over analysis post college (language holds more power than man says mephistopheles in faust) but awareness holds morepower than language so keep trying (later say the games I cant keep from playing) & it will all come through & it will all be all right & someone has dropped some keys in thelake & we can dive to the bottom & scavenge for them & someone has said something near you & you can pick it up & use it for yourself & someone has jumped off a swing &its still going & someone has written something that nobody can play & someone has translated your most beautiful secret into language & you probably will never find it butif you did youd recognize it immediately & stop in awe (stasis) in ecstasy for a moment all because of the keys within language & the powers of communication (admittedlysomething much much more than language) & then youll try to tell someone about it & maybe just maybe that time itll come out lucid & translated & reach their ears thesame way it left yours but until then back to a b c d e f g & the symbolic lot & the hand gestures & touch & movements & breathings & all those brilliant side effects ofbeing alive & then someone (maybe me) may (are) say (saying):
I will help you find your
(insert key image here)
if you help me find mine